05 September 2011

I have begun a new sleeping pill. It is suppose to help sleeping (of course) but also for me not to dream. Well dream I always do. Other sleeping pills have caused serious nightmares, this one seems to not do a whole lot for my dreaming, but then I have only taken it for one night. What one of the side effects for the start (as I was told) is being tired and sleeping a lot of the time, up to 12 hours. Well I was in the bed until about noon, but I did not sleep well. I had dozens of dreams and woke up during the night more than a dozen times. It did keep me very tired which had me going back to sleep again, but to get 7 hours of actual sleep I hate "sleeping" 14 or more hours. I do not remember the last night that i went to sleep and had a whole night that I slept. I always wake up. I hope that this medication does not add to the nightmares that I already have.

I have always dreamed, and I can usually remember my dreams. Many wish they could do that, at times I wish that I could not. I not mind the dreams which are just strange, but when I feel as though I am not dreaming and it's actually happening, I do not like those. Some know that they are dreaming because of the content. I have been asleep, woke up and went to take a shower, when I got into the shower... I was still dreaming and did not know. Other times when I do wake up I see something from my dreams, I am awake but there is a residue of the dreaming world. I had woken up and went to get out of my bed and there in the doorway was someone from my dream. I freaked then blinked and he was gone.  Hate it!